Greetings from the chrysalis

Have you ever woken up one day and realized that you’ve been just cocooning yourself, layer after layer, and now …

It is what it is ’til it ain’t

The moment that pulled the trigger on my panic disorder was an intense trip on 2C-B (a research chemical similar to LSD). Life hack: if you have to snort the psychedelic, don’t.

I can’t sleep.

Why do memories glow the way real moments don’t? I had dinner hours before bedtime. I turned off my PC …

Does this sound like you?

There are dishes covering every open inch of counterspace, filling the sink, stacked on the stove. Three full bags of trash are waiting to be taken out. The laundry lays crumpled in the basket from three days ago – it’s laundry day again. There’s garbage strewn about the floor. The cat’s bowl needs water. We’re out of towels. And I can hardly get out of bed.

How did it get like this?

ADHD Trait: Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria

I begun 2021 by having a lowkey mental breakdown. Yesterday was my first critique with my virtual writing group. My …

So long, 2020.

Prior to the dawn of 2020, I had written about the turn of the decade and shared a thought that …

MANIFEST IT

Happy Solstice, my loves! We’ve finally met the day where the night grows its longest just before we begin trekking …

Did you know I have a Patreon?

For the few of you who are subscribed to me here and not on other social media networks, you may …

My journey through trauma

CW: trauma, self harm, substance use I was meditating in the tub when I began to find myself drawn to …

Buddhism vs. Witchcraft

About three years ago, I began a meditation practice. This practice went hand-in-hand with my burgeoning Buddhism, the particular sect …